UGH...Sleep Issues Suck!

Because everyone else is in the house sleeping but me, I decided to blog. Not such a good thing for all of you considering I've already posted and rambled twice today. So I really did try and go to bed early today. I took a hot bath in attempts to get my back to ease up. Kind of feels like someone in stabbing me with a knife. That didn't help any so I decided to just lay there in bed in hopes of just magically falling asleep. Obviously that failed since here I am. Tomorrow I have to be up super early too. I have my woman's appt at the clinic. Because those appointments aren't awkward enough I have my exam with a male. And a male PCM at the base at that. It's so uncomfortable for me. I wish I could skip these appointments all together. I would rather be pricked with needles for my back, have my blood drawn, fast for days at a time, anything rather than make GYN exams. Unfortunately skipping isn't an option for me. Paul still hasn't gotten "fixed" due to his busy work schedule, so it's up to me to have something done in the birth control area. Yay me. UGH now if only I could fall asleep. I also have to have lab work done. That's always fun. And run all over the clinic get copies of my medical records and all x-rays, MRIs, and other procedures I've had done for my back. I hate starting the process over. Guess I haven't wrote that on here yet. I have to start the entire process over where my back in concerned. I have decided to switch pain management docs in hopes of finding someone that is willing to do something other than injections that don't work and pushing me over to neuro surgery. And, since my PCM was fired I have to see a whole new guy who isn't even willing to give me medications or referrals out wihtout examining me himself. I don't even go and see him until next week so we'll see how that goes. Well enough about all that. I completely forgot we went to the station tonight to see Paul. I took the kids to the new station that Paul is running and then to the park afterwards. The kids loved seeing Paul and the SUPER HUGE fire truck. I could not get over the fact that the tires were bigger than both of the kids. Kailee "drove" the fire truck to put out a fire and JP well he just tagged along. LOL We had the park allt o ourselves so we had a blast. It wore the kids out but by the time we got home they were so wound up they fought me at bedtime. No big deal I'm glad they had such a good time. :) Here are some pictures from earlier.