9 More Days!

Single digits left until I see my babies. I cannot wait. It gets harder and harder talking to them only on the phone. I need hugs and kisses like you wouldn't believe. I know they are having a blast. They only tell me every 5 minutes LOL but I miss and need them. The part I'm not looking forward to is the packing I have to do for the three of us. :( Oh well at least before I know it I'll be back with them.

Happy Father's Day

A little girl needs Daddy
For many, many things:
Like holding her high off the ground
Where the sunlight sings!
Like being the deep music
That tells her all is right
When she awakens frantic with The terrors of the night.

Like being the great mountain
That rises in her heart
And shows her how she might get home
When all else falls apart.

Like giving her the love
That is her sea and air, So diving deep or soaring high
She'll always find him there.







My Daddy is a mountain
My Daddy is a sea
My Daddy smiles again and again
I love my Daddy And I know he loves me
'cause my Daddy is a ray of lite
that warms a winters' eve
My daddy is very special to me
I could not live without my daddy
as he could not live without me.









Happy Father's Day Paul. You're an amazing father and the kids are lucky to have you. I hope the three of you continue to build upon the bond y'all have. I love you.

:(

Bummed. Miss my kids. Bummed. That's all I can say at this point. Nothing worse than feeling obligated to go to a birthday party. I get there and see all the play group kids and just instantly want to walk out. Why? Because I miss my kids. I love all the kids and even though I had my usuals attached to my hip I just couldn't enjoy myself. Was it good seeing the girls? Sure. I mean of course it was. But I just wasn't feeling it. Pump it Up was definitely depressing this time. :( I just keep counting the days until I get to be with them and call them all day LOL It helps a little....

NEW!!!

Brand spanking new that is. Our new car that is. Paul and I went looking at cars today and purchased our first new car. Brand spanking shining and new. I LOVE it! I cannot wait for the kids to see their new ride. I know they are going to love their new space. We went with the Mazda 5. It's technically considered their version of a cross over/mini van. Smaller than a full size van and doesn't have the classic mini van feel. It's a 6 seater, liquid silver, black interior with all the goodies. I am so excited! It was quite a day. I think we got to the dealer at 3 and we didn't leave until 9. After we drove our new car, had a free dinner and then went home. EXHAUSTING. The whole car buying situation stresses me out like you wouldn't believe. Paul loves the game and was quite impressive with getting the best deal for the family. I'm off to bed. I'm beat!

Been A While

Oh man. I didn't realize how far behind I let the blog get. Wow. Where to start. It's been a whirl wind since I last posted. We made a two week trip to Texas,came back to AZ, went to Vegas for a little over a week, and are now back in AZ. Well, Paul and I anyways. The kids are still in Texas, but not for too much longer though. I leave on the first of July to go back to Texas where I will be gone with the kids for ten months. Yes you read right TEN months. Paul's getting deployed and with Kailee starting school we made the decision to let her go to Florida and complete the full school season there. Needless to say I have a lot to do in a short amount of time. I HATE packing and I have three people and two seasons to pack for. :( Other than that it's been very uneventful with the kids gone. I don't have pics to update because for a month now I've had the worse luck with cameras. More updates to come...