Anyone else miss seeing pictures of the kids?

I know I do. My mom sends a ton of videos and pictures through her cell phone throughout the day which I love, but my best friend Blue sent me a snapfish album with a ton of pictures of my kids and boy did it make my day. Last night I had a minor meltdown from missing my kiddos, from pain, but mostly from lack of sleep. So at 3am I watched all the videos and looked at all the pictures in my red Casio camera that I haven't downloaded in months. I sat there in my recliner and balled. So waking up to an e-mail full of pictures(218) to be exact just made my entire day. I mean I really miss these kiddos. And I am soooo ready to have my kids back and our routine back. I love that my parents enjoy having the kids and love that the kids are having a blast with them, but when I call and hear Kailee chatting it up with her uncle or Justin laughing and giggling with my mom I just feel like I'm missing out. Heck I'll admit I'm even jealous that Blue got to take 218 pictures of my kids and I didn't. I'm missing so much and as the days go by I realize it more and more. I'm missing of all Justin's new words and there have been a ton. He's talking so much more and singing. My little man actually sings. I'm missing out on Kailee too. Well mostly I'm just missing her, her voice, her always wanting me, her sweetness. Aghhh August could not come quick enough....